Saturday, April 23, 2011

Yes, I do actually believe in the Public Education system

A never-ending hot topic or so it seems. In Education for years, I never fully stopped to consider what my personal views were. Always on the front-line in Inner London Schools, toiling away to cover the Curriculum and touch students on some level and always held accountable. Of course, there were better days than others and some days I walked away feeling very dispirited and exasperated. But the long and short of it is that I worked with colleagues who strived to collectively make a difference.
My decision to step out of the classroom environment ( temporarily ) coincided with starting a family and moving here to Australia. But never more since leaving the UK and residing in Australia have I had countless conversations over Public vs Private Education. No-one actually comes out and says what they really think about the Public system but the underlying current that resonates with me is their fear of it, perhaps a lack of trust in it. Is it really that bad? I can not imagine that this would be the case in such a country. I have heard mention of the whole networking element in defense of the Private system. But, in defense of a Public School Education, I say that people from all over the world network in some form or other and they do not necessarily have to have had a Private Education. I listen attentively but at no point do I ever hear people mention the Teaching and Learning. In fact, when I put the question to them, they look at me quite bewildered. I have had the occasional - I imagine it would be good. Of course, I say. It is fee-paying so it is bound to be.
I can not say for sure how it works as I am currently out of the loop but from my personal experience as a teacher, there are good and and not so good schools in both sectors as both are comprised of good and not so good teachers. That is just the nature of the beast, like in any other work environment. Money does not and can not exclude that. Some might even argue that it shouldn't as children need to be placed in not-so-perfect situations for obvious reasons.
It is perfectly acceptable for parents to choose a Private School Education. It is and should be an alternative to the Public system. But at no point should it be better because it is fee-paying. A Public School Education should be its clear competitor. After all, don't all teachers join the profession because they want to make a difference? Private or Public, it is about teaching and learning, surely.
These are my ideals. Some may argue the point. I would love to know what people really think about the Public System here in Melbourne as I have but met a handful ( literally ) of people who are not scared to openly state their opinion and claim that the Australian Public System is worth fighting for and believing in and that sending their children there is not a gamble.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

True friends forever....

Is there anyone out there today who can relate to some of what I am about to transcribe? I said goodbye to one of my closest and dearest today along with her all encompassing beautiful family. They leave Melbourne tomorrow morning for the US. A new chapter, a fresh start for them all and how terribly exciting and scary all in one breath. I admire her courage and sense of persistence and her never-ending enthusiasm and positivity. Whatever challenge life presents her, she embraces it with an open mind and heart. I can do very little else but admire her. But for me, a sense of emptiness, a foreboding of venturing ahead without my friend. She has been my anchor, my confidante, my inspirer, my regular injection of humour and creativity and candidness and sincerity...I feel so terribly sad..No matter what anyone may say to me, Melbourne will never be the same for me, not without you, my dear dear friend. I already miss you..x

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

New Page

Alas, my trip to Europe is slowly but surely drawing to an end after much preparation and soul-searching and wondering how I might feel after being reunited with family and friends, wondering whether I would feel regret over our decision to move to the other side of the world. Instead and with much relief, I might stress, I have come to realise that Australia is home to hubby, kids and I. There has been some analysis but mostly just an appreciation of the way life pans out. Nothing or nobody has directly influenced the way I feel. Often, we make decisions and can´t quite understand why there is a pull in that direction but everything seems a little clearer for me today. That isn´t to say that I won´t experience doubt again but at least, I know that the decision was the right one. I am excited about returning to Melbourne and seeing where this new road will take me. I am deeply and hungrily excited. Perhaps, I may actually stop procrastinating and become productive. Thank you Diary for the space to thrash out this big mass of uncertainty that has become a regular visitor.