Tuesday, January 4, 2011

New Page

Alas, my trip to Europe is slowly but surely drawing to an end after much preparation and soul-searching and wondering how I might feel after being reunited with family and friends, wondering whether I would feel regret over our decision to move to the other side of the world. Instead and with much relief, I might stress, I have come to realise that Australia is home to hubby, kids and I. There has been some analysis but mostly just an appreciation of the way life pans out. Nothing or nobody has directly influenced the way I feel. Often, we make decisions and can´t quite understand why there is a pull in that direction but everything seems a little clearer for me today. That isn´t to say that I won´t experience doubt again but at least, I know that the decision was the right one. I am excited about returning to Melbourne and seeing where this new road will take me. I am deeply and hungrily excited. Perhaps, I may actually stop procrastinating and become productive. Thank you Diary for the space to thrash out this big mass of uncertainty that has become a regular visitor.